URA Star!
Well, I jinxed myself. Last night my mom found out about me using her Discover card. She was mad .. she was sad .. she was I don't know, words can not explain it. I feel bad, no .. I feel horrible. God, I really want to die. I can't believe I would do that to her, ecspecially now. Geeze. So, I'm grounded until my birthday (April 9), but there is a good chance I'll get off a bit early. I also have to pay my mom back all the money. That means all the money I've saved up for my car is GONE! God dammit, I am so disappointed in myself. I mean really, you have no idea.
Do NOT think I'm fishing for sympathy .. because I'm NOT!
Oh yeah, my mom told me I have one more chance ... that means if I screw up one more time I'm out .. of the house. Ryan said I could stay with him and I always have Charlotte. Hmm, taking a shower at night wouldn't matter, I do it all the time here. We would be a match made in Heaven. Woo. Wow, actually .. I don't think I would mind being kicked out. I mean, I know it would be hard, but I'm sick of being surrounded by people that only think of me as the 'screw up'. It doesn't leave me a good feeling.
Me and Sally are ok now. Well, atleast I think we are. I mean she came to my locker before 4th and we hugged and it was nice. God, I hate fighting with her or Charlotte. It's the most horrible feeling in the world.
Speaking of Charlotte .. God, I wish Evan would mind his own buisness and leave me OUT of what's going on.
I'm sick of people being hypocrites ... getting mad at me for things you have constantly done in the past is NOT cool. I'm sick of people thinking guys are more important than friends because hello, guys come and go, but friends are forever. Why the hell don't people understand that?