AHH, HELP ME .. anybody.
I said something mean to Ana today, well ... maybe not mean, but something I really shouldn't have said because it really freaked her out. "Just wait, tomorrow you're gonna wake up and my wrists are gonna be slit and I'm gonna be dead." She started to cry and it made me cry even more and argh, I just don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Monday is my last day of detention, I can't wait. Actually, I really don't mind detention anymore. It keeps from having to come home and be grounded. Argh, I can do NOTHING at my house. I shouldn't even be online right now .. I'm sneaky.
Tuesday I kind of have a day of freedom .. me and Josh are going to help set up the Art Show at the library. Woo! So atleast I'll get an hour of somewhat freedom. Yay, I can't wait.
Maddie made cookies for Lori today and it took us almost all of flex to find her ... she is a very good hider. Geeze.
I have a crush on someone new. You should be proud. Woo!