sometimes i do dangerous things

[theurbancowboy]

You'd think that in my former line of work nothing would surprise me, now though, I can say that I have been surprised. Tara Mclay has thrown my entire world off it's fucking access, and I'm not exactly all that worried about it. I should be, considering I've now literally gotten into bed with a vampire. A Vampire whose soul is somehow still in her

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[sexytarawitch]

I didn't have as many nightmares as the previous nights. Maybe it was because I was away from Spike or because I knew Lindsey only had good intentions towards me. not that Spike didn't...ok, I'll be honest. He's not the most angelic man I know. He's a vampire and even though he's chipped and can't hurt humans, he is as evil as he can get without causing more brain damage to himself

[theurbancowboy]

It'd didn't escape me that her near my neck when she hadn't fed seemed to be an issue, but I didn't say anything and to my credit I didn't even flinch at the growl, only rolled my eyes at the sorry. Maybe I was too used to Darla and Angel and the whole Vampire thing just lost it's ability to be all that scary or maybe I'm just an asshole. Whichever it was I wasn't going to dwell

[sexytarawitch]

It still made me sick that I needed to drink blood to survive, or that the craving was so bad that I had to give in. Biting my lip I sighed and stood up, holding the sheet to me and heading for the fridge. I ignored the human blood and went straight for the containers from the butcher. "Can't drink human...Won't" I murmured as I fumbled for a cup, the craving was so bad I could see myself just tearing into the container without a care

[theurbancowboy]

I couldn't help but roll my eyes at her refusal to drink human blood. I guess I should have expected as much, but from what I hear you can survive off any blood but the only way to actually feel full is to get some human blood in you. Of course taking Darla's word for anything was probably not the best idea in the world. She was a lying heartless bitch

[sexytarawitch]

I felt pleasantly sedated but not fully at ease. I knew that I still hadn't gotten a straight answer from him and I planned on getting something from him eventually, I read the papers but I'd rather hear it from him

[theurbancowboy]

The unexpected side affect of a vampire's bite? So fucking sensitive and she knows it when she's licked and sucking at it lightly. Damn her, Damn her straight to hell. When she mentioned I talked in my sleep my body once again went rigid

[sexytarawitch]

Feelings and emotions started slamming into me the second he pulled away from me and I wondered if it was because I bit him, made him mine in a way, like maybe we have a connection now

[theurbancowboy]

I wanted to argue with the first part. Putting myself on the line for her? This wasn't me doing anything but fucking her brains out every chance I got, but I guess she saw it differently and I wasn't in any position to argue with her. Still I'm not one to coddle or lie

[sexytarawitch]

Fuck me I want him

[theurbancowboy]

Part of me wanted to comfort her and the rest just needed to hear whatever it was that she was going to say. It wasn't that I didn't want to hear what she was saying, because everything she said made some sick kind of sense to me in my head, I was just trying to process all of it. Make the connection that someone wanted me, I had a hard time trusting people, no one had ever given me any reason to change, not even Angel in all his righteous 'let me help you' glory

[sexytarawitch]

Something softened inside me when he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me to him. I listened to what he said and my mind was still running over what he said before. Nobody's ever had faith in me

[theurbancowboy]

It didn't faze me watching her down the blood but it was obvious she wasn't completely comfortable with it. I took a step towards her and pulled her into my arms