it's truly sad that I enjoy my life better without my dad in it? and I know I will probably infinitely regret this, this decision of cutting him out of my day to day existence or at least making him a smaller portion than he should be. but at this point I am sick and tired of  playing second best to the man who has taken care of me for all these ( Read more... )

 and oh so tired of being sick
we're both such magnificent liars
so crush me baby,
I'm all ears

I'm majorly sick and severely missing my other half
school is kicking my butt and it's already been the first week
(although that might have to do with problem number 1)
I miss Michael Phelps and lovable Shawn Johnson being on NBC every night
there's not even ( Read more... )

that's an extremely appropriate title for my life right now
as of tomorrow, I will officially be two years from leaving this town
and a year from losing the love of my life, potentially

I'm sick and I am coughing and for some reason that makes me feel sultry and deep voiced

my best guy friend besides D confessed that he broke up with his serious ( Read more... )

especially Michael Phelps and the 4 x 100 relay team.
you beautiful men, you.

I'm not ready for school
or life in general
can I just replay the last two months please?
kthxbai.
I don't want Dillan to graduate
and even if he doesn't leave because of money difficulty
and he goes to MCC 
I don't want him to :(
I'm a stubborn, self-centered bitch.
I know I know I ( Read more... )

i haven't listened to blink182 in so long
which is pointless to write about
but i loved them and i felt rebellious listening to them in the old days
but now i know that it wasn't rebellious at all
the end of "violence" always makes me sad
it's a girl writing a letter out loud to her love 
while he's at war, it always reminds me of wwII
and how ( Read more... )

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Time is so short and I’m sure
There must be something more

You thought you might be a ghost
You thought you might be a ghost
You didn’t get to heaven but you made it close

I've gotten into the habit of saying "I love you everyday"
it's the sweetest thing
I bought myself a 10K pearl ring today
I say it's my engagement ring to independence
but I lied, I ( Read more... )