When is sacrificing your future okay? Because honestly, I feel like that's almost the choice I want to make. Be happy for another five and a half years. Or potentially get my dream job someday, stuck in god-awful Bristol, Connecticut. I'm going to have to make that choice eventually and there's so many factors and conclusions that need to be drawn ( Read more... )

pero yo voy a hacerlo intenso
Hoy puede apagarse el sol
Pero no la luz de mi alma
En un dia como hoy
Caminare mas despacio
en un dia como hoy
defendere mi verdad
en un dia como hoy
te arramare con mis brazos
en un dia como hoy

porque nunca sabes lo que tienes
hasta que lo pierdes
lamentablemente nunca vuelve

no importa en donde estes
yo desde aqui ( Read more... )

 so i think it's really cool and mature when people who are supposed to trust you go and read all your privates thoughts because they don't trust you.

especially when you've been dating them for a year
and they have royal fucked up recently and should be at least somewhat nicer now

oh wait, no they just think this is all normal.

Why is it that every time I can't afford to get sick,
I get sick!
The last 24 hours have been a blur and I don't feel prepared for the next week.
I can't handle all of this, especially now.
I don't want to go to school and take tests and do homework.
I want to stay at home, snuggle up in my bed, and watch "Love Actually" all day.
That sounds really, ( Read more... )

WE DID IT! <3

was waking up to the look in Dillan's eyes
after the most glorious nap in Anna's delicious room
I can't wait to live the next four months, they'll be fantastic
 

i am the confused girl again.
i am the one who can't make the right decision.
i am the one who so desperately wanted to kiss you in the car.
to tell you that i care, that i hate that she has hurt you so badly
that you are the only real one i can talk to outside of dillan
but i love dillan
i love him with every fiber of my being
but what if the boy who is ( Read more... )

( i didn't want to rape your friends page )

I always wondered why you never kissed
I always wondered why Jordan never told me goodbye
and I have no way of ever knowing now
the freedom, the freedom to know.
 

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