like violence, you kill me forever and after

Aug 02, 2008 19:57



i haven't listened to blink182 in so long
which is pointless to write about
but i loved them and i felt rebellious listening to them in the old days
but now i know that it wasn't rebellious at all
the end of "violence" always makes me sad
it's a girl writing a letter out loud to her love 
while he's at war, it always reminds me of wwII
and how magnificently tragic it was to be alive
that's what life really is
magnificently tragic

i'm living a life devoid of normalcy
my boyfriend thinks i've stopped eating
i'm living at someone else's house for the next week
i'm losing my parents every day
i'm growing up and i'm not sure when this started
i'm sick of making people angry
and i'm sick of trying to make people happy
my brother moved home and it's the single greatest thing to happen this summer

i want to run away and spend my days with other half
i'm confused and a half 
i'm not sure if we're what we think we are 
or if we're just wrapped up in first, pure love?
i need help, i need someone older to talk to.

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