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i love you, but

i'm fucking sick of all of this.

apparently i was nominated for the "slashy oscars" in 2005

http://community.livejournal.com/slashy_oscars/6363.html

for one of my first fics, "what billy wants"

i was FOURTEEN when i wrote that

...jeez.

took me three years, but i finally found the nomination

where did all of my hair go? it's not here anymore. close-cut, brown, and sticking up all over the place. why? i don't know. i had said i'd done it to signify a change in my life. maybe it was the wrong way of signifying the event[s], because now i'm unhappy with my decision. oh well. thankfully, i can always grow it out and dye it another color. i ( Read more... )

one...he is responsible for my distrust in relationships. it's becoming increasingly harder to try and explain my problems to him without ever mentioning his own name. i feel bad, because [i suppose] he has a right to know that his actions are what are causing me to feel so secluded, so alienated, so distant from that seemingly far-off village ( Read more... )

school starts tomorrow.

hey! i just got $20.

IAMSOHAPPYRIGHTNOW

words just...ohgod
i've been smiling nonstop for...er...a while
i think this is what i needed
thank god for time and distance and everything else that's helping
OHMYGODDDDD 8DDDDDDDD

i can't wait for sunday
goin' dooooowwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnn
yaykarma?

i think i've just pulled a 180 ( Read more... )

i work at bear rock cafe now.
the one at friendly.
yay?

i love them
because they were here
when i needed them most
thus proving that they're worth "it"
whatever "it" may be

he says it looks like a "defense wound"
i beg to differ
although part of me wishes that it's true

i'm alright
i'm not alone
my ears aren't ringing
and that's all that matters right now