i'm starting to become convinced that reality is entirely self-manufactured.
and that our lives come full circle in the end.

these streets keep flowing, red and blue ( Read more... )

occasionally all you can do is mutter the word "life" and shake your head at the thought of it with a little chuckle.

that's pretty much where i'm at right now.

sometimes i think i feel too much.
then sometimes i think i feel too little.

finding that middle ground is what defines 'growing up' i guess. and i just still have to do it.

i met a boy a couple nights ago. i won't get too much into it, but i think i really like him.
besides, he:
+rides a motorcycle
+carries a knife
+jumps out of planes in the army
+is in criminal justice
+loves religion
+seems like he really cares

this is exciting.

sometimes i feel like maybe i keep too many secrets.
or just keep too many things to myself.

ZOO TRIP!!!
( long overdue. )

"if this is meant to last a year and two weeks, enjoy that year and two weeks.
if it's meant to last five years, enjoy those five years.
if it's meant to last the rest of our lives, we'll enjoy the rest of our lives."devin is the best thing that has happened to me ( Read more... )

"September 21, 2006:
next semester i'm taking 12 hours.
bring it on, motherfuckers.
bring.
it.
on."
i ended up taking four. yes, FOUR hours.

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"November 8, 2006:
today i decided to change my major to philosophy. for sure this time. i figured, why the hell not?"i went to the advising center a couple days ago and changed my major to mass ( Read more... )

why is it that more often than not doing the right thing hurts so much and feels so horrible ( Read more... )