ive realized that my self esteem is so low that the only reason i hate so many people is because i hate myself. and becaujs im drunk is why im probably writign this in my livejournal. and i dont like to write things inhere uneless i dont want other people to see them. happy thanksfigiving~ everyone

Sometimes i wish i could just forget about everything in champaign and go back to ohio. I know that i shouldnt base my life on a life that i used to have, but i get so fucking tired of this place fast. and guess what im not sorry for being an arrogant cunt. i am fucking sick of just trying to get along with people just so i wont be lonely. i lost ( Read more... )

my bday is cummin up guys. the bigg one. so if you'd like to bake me a cake or gimme head or something that would be nice

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for you ( Read more... )

so i left town, kinda by choice? i need to get away from the wrath that is my mother.

summer is overr!! school in 11 or so days. finally

ill be cool by monday guys. catch you on the flip side,

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i'm havin an ugly and nasty day ( Read more... )

practice on monday you silly fucks. dont forget! i think finally its gonna happen. hilla on vox, craaaazy kristin on bass, rachel on keys, SPENCA on drums, our guitarist is unknown. tha clap is in motion. we need a better name.

THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN AN IAN BUFFET NO DOUBT.

jess ( Read more... )