I'm 21 now. Watch out. Here I come. I went to the bar with my mother. that was the most hilarious thing I've ever experienced with her. I loved it ( Read more... )

So, Meme finally passed away today. In a way, I'm really glad it happened. She isn't suffering anymore and that's how I want to think of it. She meant a lot to everyone who met her and she will always be everyones meme. Thanks to everyone who has helped through this whole process. I couldn't have made it through without my close friends and family ( Read more... )

I need help.
Serious professional help.

 All I'm going to say is, fate has a funny way of working..
And first loves never really leave your heart.

I wish things didn't have to be this way.
I wish I still had my best friend.
I'm happy I have my boyfriend as my best friend though.

And the few friends I have left.

I hope my meme will be okay.

I  need something that will shake me to my core. Something so mind blowing, that will change my whole perspective on things..

Someone help me with that.

 Apparently some friendships just die ( Read more... )

So...I miss my best friend ( Read more... )

Last night...for the first time in a really really long time, i was completely content and relaxed.  Me and Jon were just laying in bed, our legs entwined. Me reading my Cosmo, him watching some movie on tv. I felt completely comfortable around him. In booty shorts, and a tank top and him in boxers, we felt so at ease. Well at least, I did. No one ( Read more... )

I need to stop being so jealous and insecure.
I have him. So why do I keep thinking he's going to leave me?
Maybe because I left him, and now it's his turn to hurt me back.
I'm preparing myself for it. He says it's not going to happen.
We'll see. I really hope he's different.
I could spend my life with this one.
I love him.