i'm sincerely out of shape and tirck or had made me incapable of walking without wishing for a little motorized vehicle of some sort.

things i hate:
obnoxious people, jealousy, sarah goss, cigarettes, pancakes, humidity, people who take your soda, waking up for classes, cold coffee, lack of intelligence, ignorance, love, rejection, hesitation, ( Read more... )

Until this day I do not truly believe I have fully understand my capacity for mayhem ( Read more... )

i really dont know what to think anymore ( Read more... )

lately i have been attending churhc with my lovers.
i know it doesnt seem like i am the type to go to church.
but it makes em feel good.
it makes me know there is somehting to look forward to the enxt day.
and i just want to say thank you to bri and sam.
for saving me.
RRGL Folyfe.
<3

So i called ryan just to talk.

I guess i felt like if i called him i wouldnt have to update.

cause there nothing else to do.

Im happy.

Im happy.

Im happy.

Right?

i mean. Freinds wise. yes i am happy. but then i feel like im letting people down. i feel like a burden. and as always. i feel left out.

i dont understand how it works. but it always just ( Read more... )

. times like these i cant explain how happy i am.

Mega crucial hangout at the house of bri and sam for the last couple weekends... those people are seriously becoming like my family or something. Once I move in, we'll destroy your house on a frequent basis and generally be really awesome:)oh hell...

things are just coming together right now. my ( Read more... )

it tears me apart, but i can’t keep myself away. i don’t know what i’m looking for; i’m looking for something, and i suppose i’ll know when i find it. it’s at this point where i would give anything for the ability to hate. i’ve torn his personality apart in my mind and looked for something i can’t stand, something that would make me livid enough ( Read more... )

There's a lot on my mind. So are you. Why do we avoid the things we know we ought to do? We're getting busier. Hmm....

However much I hate being cold, I don't find much more beautiful and peaceful than a cold night. You can see your breath rising in steam from your mouth, and a cold breeze blows, carrying with it that cold scent, that scent of fall ( Read more... )

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I WISH I WAS VALERIE RICHARDS.
SHE IS THE PRETTIEST MOST AWESOME GIRL IN THE WORLD
I WANT TO BE HER SOOO BADLY
SHE LIKE MAKES MY DAY EVERYTIME I SEE HER
TOO BAD IM A LESBIAN AND SHE ISNT
SHOOOT