nobody leads at all.
So i called ryan just to talk.
I guess i felt like if i called him i wouldnt have to update.
cause there nothing else to do.
Im happy.
Im happy.
Im happy.
Right?
i mean. Freinds wise. yes i am happy. but then i feel like im letting people down. i feel like a burden. and as always. i feel left out.
i dont understand how it works. but it always just seems to feel that way. like. idk im just not wanted. im just there to be there. idk. i need to stop thinking for just one minute.
my mind is never at bay. never. there not one time when i feel fully loved. there hasnt been for about a year and a half now.
Dear mr or mrs anonamys.
please tell me who you are.im sick and tired of hoping it is someone. then never finding out. tell me. i cant take it anymore. i dont want to think about it every second of everyday. until you turn yourself in. i will get no sleep. so please. be kind. and tell me. if you "love me"
Gawsh.
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i think im done here.
Hubba Hubba are RRGL.
mwuah. babababebeb