so i talked to adam in iraq today and told him that next month wouldnt be the best time for him to come as me and adam are trying to work things out with getting cars on the road. i also didnt really want him to come as adam isnt really all that accepting of the other adams visit. so i was thinking about how this would also benefit me emotionally ( Read more... )

so adam thinks i need to go on anti depressants. that all in its self makes me want to cry ( Read more... )

well my bangs and the under layer of my hair is wildfire red. me and adam are back together. and there is only like a month and a half left til gabe is a year old. i honestly dont know where the time has gone. but it should be fun. we are planning on bringing a mob of people to six flags. im hoping to get my car on the road by october as my parents ( Read more... )

so i was sitting here looking over the posts of icons people had made of the old 30STM. and i had this huge urge to just take a pair of scissors or even one of adams knives and just hack off may hair. the only thing that really stopped me was my lack of a bleach kit and dye. plus the fact that i didnt know what i wanted to do with my hair ( Read more... )

i know this may come as a shock to you but me and Adam are no longer together ( Read more... )

so i totally forget today was he 12th. ozzfest tickets went "on sale" this morning at 10. i missed the deadline. and there are no more tickets available for my venue. id get them for another venue thats a little farther away but i dont think adams car would make it. im so bummed. the friggin tickets were free and i totally spaced out and ruined my ( Read more... )

Me and Adam are doing really well. I think all of this time apart has really made a difference for us. We actually enjoy the time spent together. Unlike before where he was always annoyed with me or something. It just wasn't cool. But now the company is enjoyed. He actually holds my hand now!!! That's wicked exciting for me, sorry ( Read more... )

so im high.....and im eating tuna ( Read more... )

so i had JURY DUTY yesterday. i cant really tell you what its like because i wasn't called. yep, i got up at 6:30 to be at the courthouse by 8 and i wasn't even called to serve as a juror. what a waste of 4 hours. and it was such a beautiful day out too ( Read more... )

so i'm currently at alex's house. (why am i always at alex's when i post to my journal? oh well) continuing with the post.......so tonight i finally get a post from matt for like the first time in what seems like AGES and he wants me to go to New Hampshire with him for like 5 or 6 hours. well i jump at the idea and ask my sister immediately if she ( Read more... )