i am done with senior arts. thank god.

i really wanna know what you have to say. it's driving me insane.

i wanna move away now. thatd be sick. i want alex and molly to come with me though.
my family's dissapeared. theyve all been up at the hospital for days and they wont let me stay. i hate being alone at night. with that fucking dog. i really dont know when theyre gonna come home, i hate sleeping alone in a house!!! grrrrrrrr!

im so so so confused.

i got in to both my top choice colleges, and a few others. and i. am. on. cloud. nine. goodbye marlboro. hello boston? hello new hampshire? hello vermont? this is the kind of choice i like to make, yea.

and even though theyve already placed you in your coffin, they'll do anything to drive that nail in one last time, just for shits and giggles i guess, but hey, thats what old friends are for, right? wrong ( Read more... )

i hate being sick. i hate ambulances and ers and doctors and throwing up and medicine and gingerale, especially gingerale, which is all they're feeding me!!!
grr, i just wanna get better.
i got a car! yay!
today sucked.
happy freakin new years.

i remember when i loved christmas, then i began working at the mall. i hate christmas. i hate returning gifts for other people. i hate the fact that you can erase me that quickly, sorry im not that brave, just pissed. i hate that you pretend your furious with me, and when i believe you, you were just kidding. i hate that you can slam a door in my ( Read more... )

my car died, that sucks.

Ah, look at all the lonely people ( Read more... )

as much as im completely furious with the world right now. i feel like things are looking up. and the fact that i thought i was going to be entirely devastated and im not...well, its wonderful. ive actually never felt so liberated. for a long time i thought it was going to be this whole heart breaking process, but it wasnt. and as much as i was ( Read more... )

so how about tonight at around 10:30 i finished everything college. Yeah, that's right, be jealous, im done. All i have to do is pass shit in, and im done. That kinda means the waiting process begins tomorrow then, huh? kinda scary ( Read more... )