Dec 01, 2005 16:15
as much as im completely furious with the world right now. i feel like things are looking up. and the fact that i thought i was going to be entirely devastated and im not...well, its wonderful. ive actually never felt so liberated. for a long time i thought it was going to be this whole heart breaking process, but it wasnt. and as much as i was hurt, i feel better because of it now. and i know for a fact it made me stronger.
it sucks beyong reason, however, that i am grounded. ive never once in my life been grounded. actually, thats a lie, i was once in fourth grade when i bit kelly hayward on the playground. i kinda deserve it this time though. i had it comming. this weekend is probably going to suck also. who knows, this always end up for the best.