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You know that feeling like..everything is going to be alright.
and you finally know all the answers.. no question is left with
"i dont knows"

well thats how I feel today. I finally have had all my answers
answered. sounds wonderful huh...? well it does to me.

So today I went to the dentist and then I was trying to meet
Zak down town because he wanted to ( Read more... )

ok I take it back...  everything i said.

If you forgive me i'll forgive you.

todays my last day at OLD NAVY!
wooooooo 6-3 TIGHT TIGHT!

please slow it down / there's a secret magic past 
world that you only notice when you're looking
 back at it / all I wanna do is turn around / I'm going down
 to sleep on the bottom of the ocean / because I 
couldn't let go when the water hit the setting sun / passing
 white daisies taking turns / close the door walk into the street /
 catching ( Read more... )

I miss. this scene.
I miss  the people..[well some of them]
I hate that everyone acts different.

but people grow and change.

i have..

will you?

"Im nervous. Im wise. Im kind. Im words you wish to say. Im places you wish to go. Im the sky. Im the ocean. Im Peaceful. Im calm. Im breathless. Im hurt. Im brused. Im falling apart at the seams. Im broken. Im a heart beating faster then life. Im a barbie doll. Im useless."


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I cried a million times today. this morning at senior Breakfast.
A little after senior breakfast. before I met up with amanda and
mallory.. and then when Zak told me to leave his house.because
he wasnt sure if we should date...I cried...Oh I have cried so much
tears today...but I m somehow relieved that today is over and the
night is here..... and I am ( Read more... )

Well...Last night was Prom
it was great..till ha the end when
I knew things would get fucked up
like I expected. I knew....He couldnt do it
I knew that he would hurt me...and He
did and It fucking sucks Because I fucking
called it. at first I thought he was like...
a whole new person...but yeah after 
a few hours of dancing and shit....and
after some. !@# ( Read more... )