Oh....goddamnit
"Im nervous. Im wise. Im kind. Im words you wish to say. Im places you wish to go. Im the sky. Im the ocean. Im Peaceful. Im calm. Im breathless. Im hurt. Im brused. Im falling apart at the seams. Im broken. Im a heart beating faster then life. Im a barbie doll. Im useless."
eddie thats for you!
Im here.. to breath to speak to feel..and Nothing ever fucking comes out right. but...Im... happy I got TWO people to admit their FEELINGS towards me and Im blessed to have them in my life... On I have known for so long...and One I have yet to meet... But will soon meet. I like them both..
You know that feeling like...I know he treats me back and I need something better ..but Im afraid that something better doesnt want me back... well thats where Im at.. in life... FUCKING sucks...maybe things will change!