Im in so much pain right now....
everything Ive done is for nothing
everything I had is gone....
I cant breathe and theres to many tears to
whip away..

the show was sweet....

getting shit..sucked...

sorry You dont trust me now and your worried about everything i might do in the future...
well...I can only promise that it wont be bad!!!

you kids are sweeties!! I wanna be hella friends without any shit...

are we cool?

I just want things to be ok...
zak and I are falling apart..
and Im pretty sure he just broke up with me..
I really dont know what to think....im so lost...
I was trying so hard to make this thing work out
and I just want to love him...and be happy ol' LIZZ again
It seems like I never get what I want even though When 
I get it by then its to late and its ( Read more... )

Yah know..Sometimes I say and do ALOT of stupid shit...and Right now..fuck yeah Im doing some stupid shit...but Its whats best for me..I need to have FUN! That means not being tied down..that means finishing my senior year without any shit..Without thinking about getting married...

Im not gonna lie..I think about Zak all the time..even when I dont ( Read more... )

I learned 2 really big lessons ( Read more... )

Bye Ryan
when you wanna be friends let me know..
Im done with you..for now...I cant believe I
let you hurt me as much as you did...
waste my time..and break my heart..
Not worth all the trouble

Underwater I wrote drowning ( Read more... )

Im going to the movies with Ryaaannnnn!!!
Hes hella my new favorite! No joke! He makes me smile
anyways uhmmm sooo School is just way to cool for me
I think...Im glad I have late start at least..thats a +
hahaha! Uhm yeah well gotta go get ready for the movie!

Went and got all my shit Done today.. GOT REALLY SCARED...ugh...fucking Hell! But I fixed the Problem! I Lied...SORRY...   Im Being CLEAN Now..No Joke started yesterday.. and I wrote it down..Im making this promise to myself for the LAST time and IF I cant do it Then that means im weak....this time its for me...ONLY ME! I dont have to prove ( Read more... )

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