funny little conversation today. made me feel in a funny sort of way. seemes like everyone is thinking about growing up. b: music. Care: graduating from one thing, on to the next. carrie: losing people you care about. and me:where is this going? to what am i working for? It's all well and good to work hard, but it's all going to be pointless if ( Read more... )

but i must. because here i am. it's kind of weird to be back. Probably just because I'm not really back. This was a thing I did while I was at home, so I guess I'm doing it because I'm at home ( Read more... )

none of you will know what this means. and i hate when people do that...and they're like...and "you did this blah blah blah.." and you really have no idea who they're talking about. but i need to do it. and if you're important, or i matter to you at all, you'll know who i'm talking about. or you'll ask me ( Read more... )

So now is really the first time i'm actually feeling a little homesick. fam came yesterday for my game. and today half of the frosh girls on the team left with their fams. and all my roommates are gone. and i have two days to myself. which is really nice. but i'm kind of lonely. i'm a people person. and because of soccer's madness, i've met barely ( Read more... )

9 days. nine days seems ridiculous ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do.

actually. i think i do.

but i feel like a horrible person.

way too freaking soon. who knew that this is what would happen. i think if God hated people, he would be hating on me right now. that's the explanation for this horribleness. greaaaaaaat.

if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.

sometimes. i worry myself. it definitely wasn't worth it. but it was entertaining at the time. and i think everything will be all right.
throw the key away.

if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.

i feel stupid saying i'm upset ( Read more... )