so yes. grad party=

sat. 7ish. anyone who reads this is/was/was supposed to be invited. but i never remembered who i actually gave little things to. so that's just the heads up for all of you.

as for the last update....blah! who does that? for any of those who did read it, i'm sorry. and for those who didn't. do not! the end ( Read more... )

terminal agitation. incoherence. final stages. medicine ports. highchairs for big people. hospice. pops.

i can't do this by myself. can someone please help me?

sometimes you miss people.

even from stupid things like livejournal. or work. or soccer. and it makes you a little bit sad.

but life inevitably has pain. and if that's my pain. woohhooooo!

i miss you.

if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.

The two most important things I came to realize on Thursday. Then I was too tired to write Thursday and someone else did and really freaked me out with the similarities I found. *shiver* Basically, they may not be the two most important things ever, but I do feel that they were rather important realizations ( Read more... )

silence ( Read more... )

sometimes. i don't write for a reallyyyy long time. and then i get on and write a novel. practically. reading people's long ones today made me realize that i have a lot swirling around in my head. and i should probably start emptying some of it out-maybe that's why i get so many headaches. (okay-only a couple the past few days-but seriously-maybe ( Read more... )

i hate prom.

i hate the drama.

i hate that my friends might not be there.

i hate not having a date.

i hate that even though i hate all this shit. i can't be mad if they're going ot have a better time somewhere else.

right. so anyway. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF prom. i'm not going.

only good news of the day=pfizer scholarship.

So far. Spring break has been highly successful-if altogether ordinary. but i love it. Unfortunately, it did not begin well with missing an amazing talent show (so i hear) but i hear it was taped as well, so i will see it. However, it quickly picked up pace ( Read more... )

so, should i update? does anyone even really care?

thanks.

me