it's been far too long...
wow.
i almost don't know how to write a livejournal entry anymore. i think. it's kind of weird feeling. but i've been thinking muchisimo lately. and i have a small group of livejournal friends...and i like all of you. so i guess i can talk about what i've been thinking about with all of you.
1. school. is it just me, or is anyone else starting to get nervous about school? it's not even like i'm really going to be homesick. not for home home. but more for friends home. i'll miss knowing i can call my "here" friends bc we have the same hmwk, and i can pretend to myself that that's why i'm actually calling. riiiight. and i'll miss knowing that all i have to do is get in my car and in less than a half hour, i can be at any one of their houses. even without explanation. it's scary. don't get me wrong...i'm mad excited to get away, go to school etc. but i'm just thinking that first night, when i go to bed.....it's gonna be wicked. i was thinking of a word to go after wicked and i don't have one. just wicked.
2. commitments. lately, i've been wondering if i'm making the right commitment. it seems every time i get interested, or someone else gets interested, a third party wanders into the picture. and so far, i've been fine. but every once in awhile, i think what am i doinnnnnnnnnnng? i leave in less than three weeks. AM I CRAZY? I'M setting MYSELF up for missing you. errrrrgh.
3. not playing soccer. bites the big one. seriously.
if anyone would like to comment or leave love or something. it would be appreciated.
on a brighter note. i was looking at pictures of pops today. and one of the things he taught me was living in the day. please do that. appreciate it, live it, have fun, and make some memories. it's the only way to live. i swear. love to you all. thank you for listening.
i almost don't know how to write a livejournal entry anymore. i think. it's kind of weird feeling. but i've been thinking muchisimo lately. and i have a small group of livejournal friends...and i like all of you. so i guess i can talk about what i've been thinking about with all of you.
1. school. is it just me, or is anyone else starting to get nervous about school? it's not even like i'm really going to be homesick. not for home home. but more for friends home. i'll miss knowing i can call my "here" friends bc we have the same hmwk, and i can pretend to myself that that's why i'm actually calling. riiiight. and i'll miss knowing that all i have to do is get in my car and in less than a half hour, i can be at any one of their houses. even without explanation. it's scary. don't get me wrong...i'm mad excited to get away, go to school etc. but i'm just thinking that first night, when i go to bed.....it's gonna be wicked. i was thinking of a word to go after wicked and i don't have one. just wicked.
2. commitments. lately, i've been wondering if i'm making the right commitment. it seems every time i get interested, or someone else gets interested, a third party wanders into the picture. and so far, i've been fine. but every once in awhile, i think what am i doinnnnnnnnnnng? i leave in less than three weeks. AM I CRAZY? I'M setting MYSELF up for missing you. errrrrgh.
3. not playing soccer. bites the big one. seriously.
if anyone would like to comment or leave love or something. it would be appreciated.
on a brighter note. i was looking at pictures of pops today. and one of the things he taught me was living in the day. please do that. appreciate it, live it, have fun, and make some memories. it's the only way to live. i swear. love to you all. thank you for listening.