okay..basically i hate my life, i have no friends, i have no control over anything and quite honestly i hate that. my dad thinks not only am i a lazy piece of shit, but also that im a failure and extremely stupid..oh and everytime i try to do something right or start breaking down because life is killing me, i get yelled at..my brother thinks im ( Read more... )

So...long time no write..guess i just havent had many problems since the last time i wrote...well heres one. im 19 years old..and im not even an A cup size. ive been contemplating breast implants for awhile now because its a huge blow to my confidence and i dont feel attractive on any level. also, i dont think i turn my boyfriend on whatsoever and ( Read more... )

hm..so lets see..i have mono which means the following ( Read more... )

la di daaaa ( Read more... )

hm...so yes...life is interesting ( Read more... )

so jen and i just got back from an awesome time in new hampshire and burlington...we went jet skiing, on a shop and save hunt for 45 minutes, flying down rapids with homemade tubes, swimming, "barbados and alaska in the same night" hardy har harr, made dinner with potato flakes and canned chicken haha, smores over the stove with every chocolate ( Read more... )

worrying stinks...blah ( Read more... )

I saw this in rays journal..and thought id answer it with my stuff since i was, in fact, equally bored ha...woo ( Read more... )

some things i just dont understand.....oh well ha..summers finally here thank god ha and ive been training for vball tryouts..i think i would physically die if i didnt make the team...god i cant wait...this year our jerseys have our names on the back!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO!!! ha kyle actually cried today when he found out i was leaving..aw im gonna miss ( Read more... )

holaa.....so this weekend a lot happened.. on friday mike and i went to his ex gf's play Brighton Beach Memoirs which had really good acting i do say..the play itself was a little intellectual for me, and mature since every time they said masturbation i wanted to laugh my ass off haha...haha..masturbation..anywho..so then after that i slept over ( Read more... )