tits mclacking
So...long time no write..guess i just havent had many problems since the last time i wrote...well heres one. im 19 years old..and im not even an A cup size. ive been contemplating breast implants for awhile now because its a huge blow to my confidence and i dont feel attractive on any level. also, i dont think i turn my boyfriend on whatsoever and i think if i had boobs it would make me feel sexy enough to pursue physical contact with him, or to play out the things i want to do in my head. i dont understand why everyone else in my family can have huge boobs and im stuck with 13 year old boy chest. my guy friends have bigger chests than i do. its so frustrating to see all these girls that kyle looks at with huge tits and then looking in the mirror and hating what i see. it really feels like im a guy with no dick. thats all i want to be happy is to have boobs...i dont care if theyre c's even an almost b would do..just SOMETHING.something to make kyle drool over me like he does the other girls. something that would make him jealous of other guys because theyre looking at me, something that would make him feel lucky.
seriously considering a boob job...idk..part of me doesnt even care if it kills me. i just wanna be seen as attractive and not boyish.
seriously considering a boob job...idk..part of me doesnt even care if it kills me. i just wanna be seen as attractive and not boyish.