Ok so that last entry seems a little harsh? I'm starting to feel it. I didn't think it was true I thought itd go away so fast. Of course it didnt. I realized this after hanging out with Kenny and Brett. It won't go away like I want it to.. *confuzzled* I mean I've lost my appetite completly I really don't want to look at the phone anymore and ( Read more... )

Does anyone know what its like to give up so much for someone only to find you thought they did too but now doubt them? I knew something was coming when I logged onto MSN yesterday and Kris' name was "inside I realized I'm the one confused" and his profile was updated that day ---> not including me, only his friends and his diplay pic was of his ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in forever....that's ok right? School started and my classes aren't bad. My schedual is as follows ( Read more... )

Not much new....started my City job and on the fourth day some stupid 6 year old ran away and the grandma had a fit...we had like 40-45 kids that day ( Read more... )

Ij ust felt l ike writing what was on my mind today. And that something would be Kris. I dont really know what I'm typing but lately I've been so frustrated with him. He seems like a different person the last few weeks, or even months. He used to tell me he was trying really hard to be a good bf and call to tell me that he missed me at least ( Read more... )

Again, a long time since I last wrote. Well, I've done 6/7 exams and prolly failed a few. I've been feeling crappy lately. Hmmmm....Yeah I took a personality test so I think I'll throw my results in for fun.


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I've been reading all my firends journals and I have to agree school right now is CRAZY. So many people are gunna like kill themselves over the stress from it that it seems school should be the number one cause of suicide. I mean, the teachers and governmant obviously have no idea what is going on now do they? We have to basically fight for our ( Read more... )

What has it been? 3 Weeks? Well Brandon reminded me to write again. Hmmm...Went out with Jason a few times....That sat night was CRAZY~! Kris was away camping that weekend and I guess I was kinda mad that I couldn't go but I didn't want to at the same time cuz I prolly would've felt like a billionth wheel or something ( Read more... )

Well, it’s been forever since I wrote. I was at Queens for a whole week and it was the best time ever! The first day I got there my group (Jessie-Linn (our supervisor), Jen, Thien, Melissa, Ashley, Sofia, Julie, Nikki, Briar, Pricilla, Jessica, Erin and I) went downtown and did the “downtown experience” as Jessie called it. We hung out on some ( Read more... )

Sunday - got up at 6 am and went fishign with my brother and Kris. I dunno how he does it! it's sooooooo boring lol. well we did tn catch nethign so we went home around 9. Kris came over that night and we watched tv ( Read more... )