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Unheard.
I feel so invisible sometimes. I know I don't talk as much as others, and I know I'm not the most outgoing person there is, I know. I try, but sometimes I just don't feel like talking. And you know, it wouldn't be so bad, but now it feels like no one listens to me when I try to speak. I feel so invisible. It always feels like people just talk over ( Read more... ) -
Tired.
Currently feeling overwhelmed. I just want a few moments to relax and reflect. Constantly going from one thing to the other is exhausting. I start to loose why I'm doing this in the first place. -
Emptiness.
This semester it seems that I'll be seeing less of everyone. Laura is always in the lab, Gabe is always gone, I never saw Sam and Thomas much anyway, my roommate moved out, I'm not very close with Medeleine, and Jenna is perpetually gone. The only thing that hasn't really changed is my time with Archer and Ian. At the same time though I'm becoming ( Read more... ) -
Appropriated Bodies
Some days I seem to teem with so many thoughts. Others, however, feel barren, empty, thoughtless. Our society is defined so strongly by consumerism that this isn't necessarily surprising, but all the same it took me a while to realize exactly how my life was being influenced by this greater system. Every day I'm constantly surrounded by things to ( Read more... ) -
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I have my IOP this friday and I have no idea what my topic is going to be, let alone if I can get it done by then and this is bad and I just want to get away from all this stress. lksdjf dlakfjsalfkj asdfkj .____ ( Read more... ) -
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6 Ice Days to Behold
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It's so easy to feel consumed in loneliness. It's quite easy to say this is just in reaction to our breakup, and that I'll feel better later, but I felt like this before as well. It's time I learned to stand on my own two feet.
Mission: still in progress. (^_^) -
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Mission for the remainder of the week: to feel. I don't have anything in particular I intend to focus on (though there will be things I do more than others) right now. It's just a preliminary, whatever-works, kind of thing. More structure later... this is break after all.
Hope my whims take me to a better place.
失礼します