Unheard.

Feb 22, 2013 19:37

I feel so invisible sometimes. I know I don't talk as much as others, and I know I'm not the most outgoing person there is, I know. I try, but sometimes I just don't feel like talking. And you know, it wouldn't be so bad, but now it feels like no one listens to me when I try to speak. I feel so invisible. It always feels like people just talk over me. And that makes me feel like my opinion doesn't matter. And then I get into this self-hate cycle when I blame myself: "Oh, it's because your a fucking introvert. If you were more outgoing, people would listen to you. It's your fault. If you were cooler, people would care."

Fucking hell. And I'm tired of the Alaska jokes. It's not the jokes themselves that tire me out. I don't care about that. It's that I can't ever get a goddamn word in. Nobody will listen to me.

frustrated

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