Okay..So apparently all the guys are giving Brittny shit for hanging out with me? They keep saying something about her turning into me. .....???? The fuck? If anything, I turned into Brittny. Before, I let Eric do whatever he wanted. I let him treat me like shit and walk all over me without saying a word. But then towards the end I started sticking ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I'm gonna snap and kill something..or someone if they're lucky. Maybe I'll kill someone with something I've killed previously. Yeah, that sounds like fun. ..I watch Dexter and bad horror movies way too much ( Read more... )

Omg, I love Stephen Colbert...

"I dont have a problem with gay people, just the ones that turn me on."

I MISS MY ERIC!!!!!!

So German called me right after I put up my post last night. Turns out Eric never even told German I was off work and ready for him to come get me. I got off work at 6:30 and sat here until 9. Ugh. Hello instant feeling of being unwanted ( Read more... )

...And suffocate me dry ( Read more... )

Im soooooo stressed and everyone keeps making it worse and pissing me off more. So here's a little update on my stressful, shit-tastic life ( Read more... )

Eric and I got in a huge fight last night over how much time we've been spending together and how "clingy" I am, and over the way he treats me ( Read more... )

Mom was kind enough to tell yet another person at work today about Eric joining the Marines and the posibility of us getting married. Woo. But this lady actually had something good to say. She asked mom if Eric had actually confronted me about it, asked my opinion, and took it into consideration before deciding he was gonna join. Then she said, "If ( Read more... )

I pretty much hate life and all existence recently. I'm depressed, I can't stop crying, I'm stressed, confused, and if I'm hanging out with people I feel like I have to fake being happy ( Read more... )