urgh....
So German called me right after I put up my post last night. Turns out Eric never even told German I was off work and ready for him to come get me. I got off work at 6:30 and sat here until 9. Ugh. Hello instant feeling of being unwanted.
So I went to Sams party, watched Jack Ass 2, had a couple beers, and passed out. German brought me down to one of Sams spare rooms and tucked me in. It was weird, but pretty funny at the same time. Eric popped in to check on me a couple times and said he'd be in later to go to sleep. Awhile later I woke up to someone cuddling up behind me like Eric usually does only to find out that it was actually German. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldnt because the last time a guy that wasnt Eric slept in the same bed with me, it ended badly. So I was really uncomfortable and kind of pissed off because I was worried about something happening, German kept touching me, and he said that Eric told him to go sleep with me. I sent Eric a few text messages. One saying I didnt want German in there. Another saying he kept touching me. And then awhile later I asked if he was ignoring me. I could hear him running around but he never came in or sent me a text or anything. But once I asked if he was ignoring me he came in and kicked German out. And he said he wasnt ignoring me. *confused face*
After awhile Eric came back in to go to bed. He told me that Im his world and that he wouldnt know what to do without me. That was the first time hes ever said anything like that to me. And it was the first time hes ever held me a majority of the night. Normally he'll hold me for a little while untill he starts to fall asleep, then roll away from me. But last night he actually held me almost the whole time we slept.
Im so sad hes leaving in a few days. Tomorrow and Monday are the last days I'll get to see him but I highly doubt that I will. Hes hanging out with Kirstie tomorrow. He said he'd pick me up after work, but knowing him, he'll either be to tired to do anything or we'll hang out with David and German and he'll ignore me and make fun of me some more. Friday he's spending all day with Dan, which I dont understand. Eric keeps complaining about Dan. Saying he doesnt want to see or talk to him or anything. But then he makes plans to spend and entire day with him drinking, which is the thing Eric hates doing with Dan the most. Saturday he's going to a party at Dans but Im not invited to go. Sunday his step-mom is talking about having a party for him. And Monday he'll probably be with family or his friends. So the way Im seeing it right now, today was my last day to see and spend time with Eric. And today was a shitty day.
Yay.
So I went to Sams party, watched Jack Ass 2, had a couple beers, and passed out. German brought me down to one of Sams spare rooms and tucked me in. It was weird, but pretty funny at the same time. Eric popped in to check on me a couple times and said he'd be in later to go to sleep. Awhile later I woke up to someone cuddling up behind me like Eric usually does only to find out that it was actually German. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldnt because the last time a guy that wasnt Eric slept in the same bed with me, it ended badly. So I was really uncomfortable and kind of pissed off because I was worried about something happening, German kept touching me, and he said that Eric told him to go sleep with me. I sent Eric a few text messages. One saying I didnt want German in there. Another saying he kept touching me. And then awhile later I asked if he was ignoring me. I could hear him running around but he never came in or sent me a text or anything. But once I asked if he was ignoring me he came in and kicked German out. And he said he wasnt ignoring me. *confused face*
After awhile Eric came back in to go to bed. He told me that Im his world and that he wouldnt know what to do without me. That was the first time hes ever said anything like that to me. And it was the first time hes ever held me a majority of the night. Normally he'll hold me for a little while untill he starts to fall asleep, then roll away from me. But last night he actually held me almost the whole time we slept.
Im so sad hes leaving in a few days. Tomorrow and Monday are the last days I'll get to see him but I highly doubt that I will. Hes hanging out with Kirstie tomorrow. He said he'd pick me up after work, but knowing him, he'll either be to tired to do anything or we'll hang out with David and German and he'll ignore me and make fun of me some more. Friday he's spending all day with Dan, which I dont understand. Eric keeps complaining about Dan. Saying he doesnt want to see or talk to him or anything. But then he makes plans to spend and entire day with him drinking, which is the thing Eric hates doing with Dan the most. Saturday he's going to a party at Dans but Im not invited to go. Sunday his step-mom is talking about having a party for him. And Monday he'll probably be with family or his friends. So the way Im seeing it right now, today was my last day to see and spend time with Eric. And today was a shitty day.
Yay.