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UGH just when I thought I was better….

I get some nagging twinges. Which start to get longer, and longer, and more, and more annoying, and painful as the months have gone by.

I finally go to the doctor last Weds (21st of Feb) He said to get this blood work done and then get this ultra sound. I get home from there to find the freezer on my fridge ( Read more... )

Well I have done it . I finally stood my ground ,and said everything I have been telling her for years WITHOUT pulling any punches. I dropped the gloves and let her have it. I SPELLED it all out for her.

I wrote my "friend" who is now and X friend a letter here it is.. I will remove any names that would indicate who this might be since it is a site ( Read more... )

Well

I was afraid.. I was shaking.. but .................

I spoke with my friend who is getting married...he says everything my other "friend" was saying is TOTAL BULLSHIT ...

I TOTALLY believe him....no question...

and better yet he DIDN"T want to shoot the messenger. he was GLAD I told him...I explained to him how I had been struggling with it ( Read more... )

OH WOW

Today I had a "BOMB" dropped on me........

I have a LONG term friend who (I think) is thinking about possibly unleash "a can of worms" that could hurt a boat load of people....ALL to possibly stop a wedding.

I feel like I've just been stuffed with a broom handle in a rock and a hard place.......

I have NO IDEA what I could or should do? 
But ( Read more... )

ugh I hate mornings

in my house it is such the gyp job...

I'll put down what I do every morning , then I will say it again with some nice details added in below.

**BEFORE I start** I must add Almost every morning Cameron usually says thank you for doing the "gyp job"  

• Every morning I wake up a 6 am.
• Use the bathroom 
• Upon leaving the bathroom I only ( Read more... )

CRAP! CRAP! And DOUBLE CRAP!

I had a whole cool post written out and lost it because of using help button and not copying it before doing that GRRRRRRRRRRR!

It was witty, brilliant and a super-spectacular… I do not know if I will come ANYWHERE near it now. Because it was fuelled by emotions, which since writing it and LOOSING it seems to have faded ( Read more... )

Well I haven’t done a serious one lately ( Read more... )

Well I am totally feeling utterly lousy about myself again ( Read more... )

Well I didn’t even follow my own advice, I did NOT have a fuzzy monkey day… If fact the whole day was pretty much poop flinging monkeys screeching in my face, for pretty much the whole day. Then even those monkeys turned into apes that fling ape size poop at you ( Read more... )