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ugh I hate mornings

in my house it is such the gyp job...

I'll put down what I do every morning , then I will say it again with some nice details added in below.

**BEFORE I start** I must add Almost every morning Cameron usually says thank you for doing the "gyp job"  

• Every morning I wake up a 6 am.
• Use the bathroom 
• Upon leaving the bathroom I only ( Read more... )

Why is it that I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nice to other people yet I treat myself in a way I wouldn't treat my worst enemy..

Get today...I went to bed last night thing OKAY tomorrow that is it..that is when I start eating better and working out... no more excuses..

So I get up this morning and say to myself "okay make the lunches for everybody, then ( Read more... )

So I must apologies for the last entry...
the swearing part...
I am sorry, especially if I offended anybody.

I will explain my behaviors though.

When I'm having an attack I' FAR FAR FAR from thinking straight.....
AND I'm not the nicest person ever either.

I am also VERY defensive of people thinking I am a Hypocondract. I have NEVER EVER gone to the ( Read more... )