This is now a Russian website.  That's cool.

Who can contemplate their own irrelevance?  Given an infinite timeline, our lives become meaningless.  What matters what went on with people that died a thousand years ago?  And a thousand years is nothing given an infinite span of time.

Nothing we do matters.  We are nothing.  Pretending otherwise is ( Read more... )

So, my mom passed away unexpectedly a couple weeks ago. Came out of nowhere, since she had just been down to visit us a couple of weeks before she died. Freaky how that works. She had just put so many things in her life in order too ( Read more... )

could have been, but thank god it wasn't.

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nuff said

This is it.

Take care.

http://prisonplanet.com/audio/160807show.mp3

Its interesting the thoughts that run through your head with no sleep. Its like you have no control. Its more like pure emotion than actual logical thought ( Read more... )

So, I've been spending my time at clubs popping http://www.funkstyler.com/videos/Tutorials_and_Lessons/Popping_Tutorial , liquiding ( Read more... )

So, for those of you who read this (all 1 of you) and know that I'm much too lazy to write emails anymore, here's an update ( Read more... )

I can't believe how much I used to write in this thing. I have no desire now. I don't know why ( Read more... )

THE FUCKING GAS IS ON THE FUCKING RIGHT, YOU SILLY MOTHER FUCKERS ( Read more... )

I'm afraid of you. Sometimes, deathly afraid. Its not your fault in every way. This fear is gone when we are together. When I hear the way you talk to me I know it is from your heart and that it is true, and that my fears are nonsense. But its the times in between when all the doubts arise ( Read more... )