i'm ashamed of myself.

i bought Victoria's Secret yesterday. This one, but in pretty white:

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i know why the fixation on Memnoch. i have the unshakeable feeling that he cares. i kind-of talked to him earlier. He was going to come over, but his mom enlisted {read: voluntold} him to paint. i figured he was making it up cause he didn't want to see me, he thought i was being ridiculous, etc. Nope. And it was not because he doesn't want to do it ( Read more... )

i got all my Geico stuff in the mail today. i don't understand most of the shit they sent me ... i managed to figure out the PIP waiver thing. i don't know if my car has any customized parts though. i doubt it, but i don't know. i'll have to ask my father ( Read more... )

So i went out in search of a new collar and realized: i had neither Master's permission nor knowledge of my bying anything or going anywhere. The only place i was supposed to go was to my mom's ( Read more... )

i could always go out and look for a new collar. my old one, the shiny vinyl one, finally died. *sob* The red one is at Master's house and i only have the silver and blue necklace He gave me at OI. And my earring. But but but ... i want a new collar ... the black one was the first one ... my favorite one ... the one that reminded me of Him most ( Read more... )

Did i mention the Jacuzzi party on Saturday night? No?

Remind me to elaborate later.

Oh. my hair is now reddish-brown, instead of vibrant red. Much yummy.

From 2pm i have been collecting music. i now have several rare Amy Lee/Evanescence tracks and i AM NOT GIVING THEM UP DAMMIT. *grins maniacally* Very diverse music tastes, running to country lately. i just downloaded the Pdonkadonk song {yes i know that technically it's spelled differently but i like this way better} and danced around in Master's ( Read more... )

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends.


* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn ( Read more... )

something scarynasty makes love. i can't seem to suppress the urge to communicate. the rain outside looks so inviting. i could walk. the words are in my head but i don't know how to say them, i'm afraid that someone will hear me the wrong way. it's so important to get it right the first time. where can i go to be normal again ( Read more... )

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