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i got all my Geico stuff in the mail today. i don't understand most of the shit they sent me ... i managed to figure out the PIP waiver thing. i don't know if my car has any customized parts though. i doubt it, but i don't know. i'll have to ask my father.
i'm trying to decide if i'm supposed to go to Master's house tonight, or if i'm supposed to be there tomorrow morning. i know He said not to be at His house any earlier than 9 pm tonight, but what does that mean??? Does that mean be there at 9.01?? and He mentioned dinner. Am i supposed to go to dinner with Him tonight?? or tomorrow night?? i am so confused.
Lately, i've been in the mindset of taking everything He says literally. So when He says something that's ambiguous, i get very confused and don't know what to do. Like today, He told me to go to the library and get 4 movies. Two were movies He wanted: Battlefield Earth and "a new horror movie that we haven't seen." Now, by "new" did He mean new to us, or new as in jsut recently came out?? And by "we" did He mean either of us, or both of us? What if one of us had already seen a certain movie, but the other hadn't? Did that qualify as new?
i about had a coronary in the library. So i got Silence of the Lambs {one i haven't seen} and From Hell {which i also haven't seen and i don't know if He has or not -- AAAHHH!! another potential land mine!! How do i know if He's seen a certain movie??}. Neither of them are new as in recently came out, but if at least one of us hasn't seen it, then maybe that counts? Or if both of us haven't seen it?
This would be so much easier if i could just call Him at work. Ack.
In the end, i got Battlefield Earth, From Hell, Silence of the Lambs, and My Neighbor Totoro for Rose. On the way home, she saw a truck like the one Master rides in at work, complete with the mowers etc. She kept asking me, "Where is Daddy going? Are we following Daddy?" and so on. She's so funny -- she doesn't differentiate between road workers, other lawn-and-tree workers, the convicts on the road picking up trash ... if they are outside and they are working, she wants to know where "Daddy" is and why he isn't with them.
Other than that, today has been relatively low-stress. Master did call me twice, on Brandon's phone i assume, to talk to me. *smile*
i'm trying to decide if i'm supposed to go to Master's house tonight, or if i'm supposed to be there tomorrow morning. i know He said not to be at His house any earlier than 9 pm tonight, but what does that mean??? Does that mean be there at 9.01?? and He mentioned dinner. Am i supposed to go to dinner with Him tonight?? or tomorrow night?? i am so confused.
Lately, i've been in the mindset of taking everything He says literally. So when He says something that's ambiguous, i get very confused and don't know what to do. Like today, He told me to go to the library and get 4 movies. Two were movies He wanted: Battlefield Earth and "a new horror movie that we haven't seen." Now, by "new" did He mean new to us, or new as in jsut recently came out?? And by "we" did He mean either of us, or both of us? What if one of us had already seen a certain movie, but the other hadn't? Did that qualify as new?
i about had a coronary in the library. So i got Silence of the Lambs {one i haven't seen} and From Hell {which i also haven't seen and i don't know if He has or not -- AAAHHH!! another potential land mine!! How do i know if He's seen a certain movie??}. Neither of them are new as in recently came out, but if at least one of us hasn't seen it, then maybe that counts? Or if both of us haven't seen it?
This would be so much easier if i could just call Him at work. Ack.
In the end, i got Battlefield Earth, From Hell, Silence of the Lambs, and My Neighbor Totoro for Rose. On the way home, she saw a truck like the one Master rides in at work, complete with the mowers etc. She kept asking me, "Where is Daddy going? Are we following Daddy?" and so on. She's so funny -- she doesn't differentiate between road workers, other lawn-and-tree workers, the convicts on the road picking up trash ... if they are outside and they are working, she wants to know where "Daddy" is and why he isn't with them.
Other than that, today has been relatively low-stress. Master did call me twice, on Brandon's phone i assume, to talk to me. *smile*