Current Mood: should've known....worse, did know.
Current Music: Dear John- Taylor Swift

"I see it all now that you're gone. 'Don't you think that I was too young to be messed with?' the girl in the dress cried the whole way home. I should've known. Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love ( Read more... )

Current mood: I don't know.
Current Music: Lips of an Angel- Hinder

"Just to know you're talking to me would cause a fight..."

So, I just wanted to make sure that I'm quite aware that I'm playing with fire.

Because I am.

And when I've played with fire before, I have gotten burned.

I'm not sure why I suspect that this time, that will be different.

Since ( Read more... )

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: My Happy Ending- Avril

"That old man just eyeball fucked you. Just so you know."

I feel rather bleak today.

My one night stand was a ballsy plan, and it fell through. The idea was to grab the bull by the horns and take control, and instead I totally lost control and got bucked off--yet again. So now there's that wild ( Read more... )

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"Good girl gone bad..."

So, just a little update.

Currently waiting for Mike to text me to tell me whether or not he can meet me tonight.

However, I have gotten that he would like to. He just isn't sure because, wait for it.... he has a lot to do tonight.

Yep, story of my life.

"Babe, I'm just not sure if I can do you ( Read more... )

Current Mood: Self-destructive
Current Music: I Look so Good Without You- Jessie James & Dirty Little Secret- AAR

"What happened to good girl Sam?"

Good question.

So... yeah.

You know how I was all like, "New hair, new life!" just a second ago?

That was a lovely speech.  It was. I liked it. Empowered. Strong. Forward-thinking.

Here's the thing.

When I ( Read more... )

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