Nov 03, 2010 21:50
Current Mood: should've known....worse, did know.
Current Music: Dear John- Taylor Swift
"I see it all now that you're gone. 'Don't you think that I was too young to be messed with?' the girl in the dress cried the whole way home. I should've known. Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love and take it away. And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand. And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said, 'Run as fast as you can.'"
So, they're back together.
Just so you know.
I had myself convinced to forgive him and give him another chance, give my heart another chance, give my hope another chance.
And I get burned again. I let myself get carried away with ideas of having him again, and he slips right between my fingers. Again.
I'm so fucking stupid.
I'm so fucking weak when it comes to love.
And then people wonder why I chase everyone away.
I'd laugh if this didn't feel so shitty.
boys are stupid,
sorrow,
mikey,
stupidity