Current Mood: destructive
Current Music: Miranda Lambert- Desperation

"Throw a dog a bone, I'll take it if I have to. Go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to. What's the use of standing right there on the edge if there ain't nowhere to fall? What's the use of hangin' on tight to the phone if nobody might call? Desperation. There's danger in ( Read more... )

Current Mood: eh.
Current Music: Wicked- Couldn't be Happier & Defying Gravity & Train- Hey, Soul Sister Oh, and Paramore's The Only Exception, because... I'm lame. :)

"That's why I couldn't be happier, no, I couldn't be happier. Though it is, I admit, the tiniest bit unlike I anticipated. But I couldn't be happier, simply couldn't be happier... well ( Read more... )

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: King of Anything

"You're so afraid if you change, you'll lose what makes you special. Being miserable doesn't make you better than anyone else, House, it just makes you miserable." -Wilson

ETA: "Emotional abuse kills the spirit and the ability to succeed later in life, to feel deeply, or to make emotional contact ( Read more... )

Current mood: patient
Current Music: Crush (still) and Back 2 Good

"It doesn't seem like a waste of time when [the person you're waiting for] is everything you've looked for... omg I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed right now." -josh

So, if you add a little self-esteem, you've seen this before, yes? It's Chad: The Sequel. The good news is, I know more ( Read more... )

Current Mood: a little bit lonely
Current Music: Ever the Same- Rob Thomas

"This doesn't need to be the end."

So, Facebook stalking the guy I currently like is a bad idea. He seems to be quite thoroughly in love with his girlfriend. In a sense, maybe that's what I'm attracted to. Now that I'm finally done being sad over Mike, maybe I wish I had ( Read more... )

Current Mood: Lovely
Current Music: Show me Love- Robyn

"I think you were really nice to me Saturday." -Sheehan

So, I'm supposed to be doing homework right now for my finals this upcoming week, but... I'm doing this. And reading. And writing. And contemplating watching "just one episode" of Gossip Girl.

This week is the last week of this awful ( Read more... )

Current Mood: a little bogged down & tired
Current Music: Mine- Taylor Swift & What Might Have Been- Little Texas

"You are the consummate professional." -a customer after finding out from Sheehan that today was my 2nd day.

"I was a flight risk with a fear of falling..."

"Do you remember all the city lights on the water? You saw me start to believe for ( Read more... )

Current Mood: limbo?
Current Music: Jar of Hearts

"You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul. So don't come back for me; who do you think you are?"

So, some things have changed and some haven't.

Where to begin.

I am still withdrawn from life--however, it has shifted a bit. You know how I used to hold on to every little thing, as if afraid ( Read more... )

Current Mood: drunk ( Read more... )

Current Mood: hopeless
Current Music: Easy on the Eyes- Terri Clark

"Now I realize you're easy on the eyes, hard on the heart."

Ugh, seriously.

So, Jake who we've covered I like, but makes NO SENSE to me, is a minor inconvenience.

He's so Mike-like, but better. And he's so cute. And he's smart. And if I wouldn't have gotten confused in the beginning, ( Read more... )