Why, why, why, why is it always the wrong person who falls for me?
Current mood: patient
Current Music: Crush (still) and Back 2 Good
"It doesn't seem like a waste of time when [the person you're waiting for] is everything you've looked for... omg I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed right now." -josh
So, if you add a little self-esteem, you've seen this before, yes? It's Chad: The Sequel. The good news is, I know more about it this time, so I'm doing a much better job heading it off at the pass, in terms of honesty, at least. I can't do anything about his feelings, but I can be very honest about mine--or lack thereof. I don't think I'm being mean, I think it's a kindness. Sometimes you've gotta be cruel to be kind.
Anyway. It's bad news bears.
Also, not that one, but the following message he sent me... deeply frustrated me, because it reminded me of something the Sheehan would say, but of course Sheehan isn't the one saying it, because that would please me. If Sheehan was the one infatuated with me, if he was the one who wanted to be with me, I would be psyched.
But it's never that guy. It's never the guy I want it to be. It's always the guy I don't want it to be.
I can only assume that means all of them thus far have been the wrong ones. Or, on the more optimistic flip side, that the time simply isn't right yet and maybe someday something will happen and Sheehan will realize he wants to dump his fiancee and date me. Because that is clearly going to happen. *Eye roll*
So yeah.
The story never changes, just the names (sometimes) and faces. Story of my life.
The story of my life is quite repetitive.
Current Music: Crush (still) and Back 2 Good
"It doesn't seem like a waste of time when [the person you're waiting for] is everything you've looked for... omg I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed right now." -josh
So, if you add a little self-esteem, you've seen this before, yes? It's Chad: The Sequel. The good news is, I know more about it this time, so I'm doing a much better job heading it off at the pass, in terms of honesty, at least. I can't do anything about his feelings, but I can be very honest about mine--or lack thereof. I don't think I'm being mean, I think it's a kindness. Sometimes you've gotta be cruel to be kind.
Anyway. It's bad news bears.
Also, not that one, but the following message he sent me... deeply frustrated me, because it reminded me of something the Sheehan would say, but of course Sheehan isn't the one saying it, because that would please me. If Sheehan was the one infatuated with me, if he was the one who wanted to be with me, I would be psyched.
But it's never that guy. It's never the guy I want it to be. It's always the guy I don't want it to be.
I can only assume that means all of them thus far have been the wrong ones. Or, on the more optimistic flip side, that the time simply isn't right yet and maybe someday something will happen and Sheehan will realize he wants to dump his fiancee and date me. Because that is clearly going to happen. *Eye roll*
So yeah.
The story never changes, just the names (sometimes) and faces. Story of my life.
The story of my life is quite repetitive.