(Every time I think about this I just hear that in a dalek voice in my head, hence the title ( Read more... )

The mirror shows not - your values are all shot...
So crawl on my belly 'til the sun goes down
I'll never wear your broken crown
I took the road and I fucked it all away
Now in this twilight, how dare you speak of grace..."This weekend has been a bit weird ( Read more... )

People have asked at different points why I'm as I am, and most importantly why I seek to harm or destroy myself in various ways on a semi-regular basis despite the fact that a lot of the time I don't actually want to be dead; it just ends up a lesser of two evils or something to do because I'm off my head for some reason, which isn't great as ( Read more... )

i should go to bed ( Read more... )

email conversations with my elder brother on the subject of my younger sister.
he emailed me on her behalf to ask favours she couldn't deal with asking off her own bat (wench).
oh how she irritates my neurons.

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Like paper in a book
You try to be my saviour
How come you can not see the truth?"*Laughs evilly...* Oh that does amuse me ( Read more... )

sherbetsaucers: So, you still there ( Read more... )

...really are infillable at this, the bastards.
Ketch told me what my neurons had wondered - guessed even - but denied: Lol wants me. Or loves me. Or something. In whatever way, wishes I was his.
Damn.
I'm sorry boy ( Read more... )

Seek and find the truth, my mission here is done
Set your aims up high, you bear the second sight
I now pass onto you the knowledge of the wise...*Shivers* What a horribly neat ending to mirror its beginning so. Two years ago at about this time I think, with the seasons turning like they are now, me about to fall off the spiral and embark on a ( Read more... )

ben and i no longer together. yes, in truth, this has been brewing for a while, quite a long while i suppose - but if you don't look at things too closely they carry on their merry way somehow. ben said i lied in that last post, saying i would drop everything and come running to someone's aid. he thinks i would do it for madcat or matt but not for ( Read more... )