I wonder how many people still follow me...
The last year has been hectic. I've been fighting my depression and trying to keep myself busy with traveling. I want a job but...I just can't. The idea of a job fills me with horrible anxiety. I hope one day I can have one but right now I have more important things to worry about; my health ( Read more... )

This time next month I'll be in London again, I can't wait ( Read more... )

I'm alive ( Read more... )

I finally saved up enough money to get my game console. Now I just have to decide between a PS3 or an XBox, I'm thinking the latter because of the sheer amount of games. I've heard different stories about the bugs that the 360 has. Some people say that the new ones are all fixed and some people say I should get a refurbished one. I really don't ( Read more... )

I should know better then to think that I can go a day without fighting with mom. It's gotten to the point where I'd happily just get essentials and move into a hotel or something. Hell, I'd even live with Adam if there was room. I am that desperate to escape, and yes I feel like me moving out would be an escape. It shouldn't be, moving should be ( Read more... )

Mom accuses me of eating a whole bag of mini donuts, I had two (they're so small that two either count as one regular donut or less then a regular donut). I said I had two, she calls me a liar. I again say I had too and she calls me a "fat liar". Yeah I'm fat, I get depressed: I eat and mom has been making me feel so bad lately so I"ve been eating ( Read more... )

A couple of things have been going on this week ( Read more... )

Happy Freedom Day ( Read more... )

( this post is depressing, skip if you want )

Beautiful video ( Read more... )