lightheadedness...sometimes you're my friend and sometimes you're my enemy ( Read more... )

so my cat is dying....maybe

You came out of no where ( Read more... )

meh is all

some days i really just can't stand my parents. and sometimes they are actually not at fault.  i just walk in the door and get mad at them.  hate that feeling.

 i'm addicted to the way ink rolls from underneath my fingers and lead squeaks with each stroke. the same can be easily said with clay.  the moment i touched it i was breathless and intoxicated.  all i need is firm pliable clay in between my fingers and i'm lost.  everything gets put behind me until something with my clay goes wrong.  like a crack ( Read more... )

so i went on a date after work today..it was the first time i met this guy and it was through a friend and he seems alittle obsessed already..i don't know. the date wasn't that great but how do i randomly say i'm not feeling it? i guess just like that. damn why am i nice. haha (well sometimes nice ( Read more... )

 wow i feel old school typing on this..i just felt like i needed to write and realized that this was the only thing that i used to want to write on. myspace and facebook aren't good for that really ( Read more... )

excerpt from a lost girl's journal ( Read more... )

i want to be lost. lost in the world...to where i don't care and don't have to either. why should i? why can't i be how society wants me to be....a drone. just go on life...living but barely breathing.  i want everything that's unimportant to my sole survival to just dissipate in the back round.  to do one of those fade out techniques that you can ( Read more... )