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I don't know that I've ever felt this... Well.. I can't describe how I feel.

Maybe just... I feel like this is really, really, really important. Signing this lease is the closest thing Patrick and I will likely ever come to signing any sort of "I Am Committed To You" paperwork, short of buying a house.

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I grow exceedingly hopeful that things will work out... I hope my optimism will not betray me.

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I sort of love cuddling with Patrick because I'm the big spoon, and he feels so fragile.

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The last few days have been awesome. So many cuddles and "I love yous". So much good out of what I worried were the ruins of a once-ruined relationship. I am allowing a tiny ray of hope. I am allowing the love, reaps short lived, t conquer all. I am all own that maybe good, and love, might triumph.

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These days are containing a lot of hard emotional work between Patrick and I. Moving. It's so big. And it is coming upon us so, so fast.

Trapped.

We are, for the moment, at the mercy of our lives. The limbo of "not there yet" is the hardest. It's taking a toll and it's tearing us both up. But we will get through it. We have to.

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