i think today wouldve been my last day on earth if murder didnt cost prison time. i destroyed one of my dads best business deals and to be honest i dont really care. im not really going to get into what i said and did because its not worth a long post about but i will tell you my dad did punch me right in the face. of course that was after i said " ( Read more... )

just thinking about this whole thinks makes me think of my break up with sarah. jackies nothing like sarah but i really hate that i let girls do this shit to me. im not doing good at all. and partially alot of that is my fault. she called me last night around 9 and told me she was driving down to see me. i really wanted to say no but i didnt at the ( Read more... )

its been a long time since ive even been on livejournal. over the summer jackie and i moved to prescott in our own apartment so she could be closer to her dad. her mom and her ended up getting in a huge fight and she called me crying and begged me to come with her. she told me it was right in the middle of everything so if she did decide to be on ( Read more... )

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been in havasu for the last few weeks... jackies computer is broken... lol...

i miss her already!
i love herrr!

oh my fucking god... i swear how shit works amazes me... i was crying over a retarded as bitch days ago and suddenly on fucking girl adds me on livejournal and she makes me so happy ( Read more... )

she got back with drew.

i give up... my heart seriously cant take this anymore. she doesnt care. wanna know that most fucked up part about it? ok... well... i'll give you the story...

after all those emails we sent more and more to each other and i told her i never wanted to see her again... and just like any other day... she called me up crying... ( Read more... )