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Fighting Hard to be Part of You
My brother is a musician. He's been struggling to find himself and to make his music for the past several years. His music has gotten better and better over the years, as he went through some very tough times. Addictions, bad relationships, family drama, and living on his own as a starving artist in Philadelphia. He has formed into a very ( Read more... ) -
Haven't written on this in years...
Have you ever realized something about yourself or your life that really saddened you? I had the revelation today that I am no ones best friend. The two people who I see as my closest and best friends, neither of them see me as such. I'm a good friend, I'm not the best. Even when I stand up for someone, even when I stick by them through years ( Read more... ) -
Fall Epiphany
I love fall. I don't know what it is about this time of year, but no matter how stressed out I am just stepping outside and breathing in that cool air makes me feel better. I love the way the world feels in the fall, its comforting. Makes me want to go on a lot of walks and hikes. Maybe sometime this week I'll go to Valley Forge for a walk in ( Read more... ) -
Summer
It is entirely too hot outside. Someone should complain to the guy controlling the weather machine. -
Could it be?!!! Normality!
This week has actually been really good. Thursday Bill came over around 6:30 and we went and walked around Kutztown. He really liked the Malt shop I took him to. I felt kind of bad because he was really sore, but he came up to see me anyway. He was amazingly sweet the whole time. We didn’t even do anything sexual, it was just a nice romantic ( Read more... ) -
Perfect Sunday
I think Bill said it best today ( Read more... ) -
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How could this have happened to me? I keep asking myself how I got into this mess. Thats what my life is right now, a complicated mess. Everything is complicated, school, work, where i live, bills, and to top it off my so called "Love life" is a complete disaster ( Read more... ) -
Heart Failure
so my first internship is winding down. most of the hard stuff is done, now its just about getting through the week. Friday Im going to the flower show ( Read more... ) -
Two Steps Behind
So oh my god does student teaching have me sooooo fricking busy all the damn time! I mean seriously. Its all I do anymore. Ok well maybe not ALL I do, but still, it's alot of my time is spent either student teaching or planning or thinking about student teaching. So much I still need to do and time is just flying. I'm very overwhelmed at the ( Read more... )
