Heart Failure
so my first internship is winding down. most of the hard stuff is done, now its just about getting through the week. Friday Im going to the flower show.
Today I'm just sorta..... contemplative. My heart has been rather heavy the past few days, the things Ive been up to the past few months are weighing in all at once i think. I wanted so hard to just block out the pain from those few months ago, and now it's beginning to come back at me. This is why I wish sometimes that I didnt bottle things up inside. But oh well, I'll find a way, I always do.
things will get better. But in the meantime I borrow a line from Nikki Sixx:
Cross your heart and hope that I don't die before the best day of my life.
Today I'm just sorta..... contemplative. My heart has been rather heavy the past few days, the things Ive been up to the past few months are weighing in all at once i think. I wanted so hard to just block out the pain from those few months ago, and now it's beginning to come back at me. This is why I wish sometimes that I didnt bottle things up inside. But oh well, I'll find a way, I always do.
things will get better. But in the meantime I borrow a line from Nikki Sixx:
Cross your heart and hope that I don't die before the best day of my life.