You're beautiful.

I miss you all.

I'm may rethink my circle of friends.

This thing has gathered dust.

Sometimes, you know.

There's a certain solace to be derived from being alone that honestly, nothing, or no one, for that matter, could replicate.

It was beautiful.

And now it is not.

I've learned not rely on people so much anymore.

I want to see the world and forget this place.

I don't ask for much.. But this is starting to become ( Read more... )

It's sobering ( Read more... )

I feel nothing short of alone right now ( Read more... )

I feel that lately I've compromised. I've compromised much more than usual. My mind is mute and my soul has become vegetative. Sure, I've modified such worldly habits as my diet and other small things here and there, but the pillars that kept my mind stable and at least decently sharp are crumbling due to abandonment and disrepair. Despite any ( Read more... )

 It still beeps. Dauntingly ( Read more... )

It's been three months now. Since I've been with him.

I like it.

Concepta, he's coming with us. :]

I've been having strange dreams lately.. Hmmmm.

I'm lazy to explain..

I'm sorry I feel so strange talking to you now. Now that I'm with someone, you've become just that much more intangible.. I still miss you, and I still love you, undoubtedly. I just think that what is done is done. Maybe something will happen one day, but I tend to live in fantasies and dwell upon idle dreams. I'm happy where I am, although ( Read more... )

Since the last time I have posted, not that you particularly care, I have done the following (not in any particular order):

• Slept in places other than my own home for almost one week in a row.
• Went without sleep for thirty-one hours.
• I have taken seven pills of ecstasy. Not all at once, but within five days.
• I have smoked Marijuana.
• I have gotten ( Read more... )

I have not posted in a long time, as I'm sure you may have noticed.

I have been working and going to the beach on my days off for the last week or so. Five days at Blacks Beach, in all. And I might go later on today.

That beach is absolutely beautiful. The sand is clean and smooth, the water is crystal clear and much more full of life than any other ( Read more... )