Watching the TLC show about horders makes me crazy.  I see them piling up trash and stuff and it makes me want to get rid of all my things.  I want to take all my clutter and throw everything into a trash bin.  The sheer immensity of their piles comes out of the tv and makes me feel heavy. I can't imagine having walls of stuff that I'd have to ( Read more... )

Live journal is boring when no one posts... It causes me to start posting things and then pretend that I forgot I posted something and acting surprised .. ..

"Oohh look some one posted!! Aww how neat the things I've done."

And this then leads me to shake my head in sadness at the level of my near insanity.

So as much as I use this journal, and it's quite alot, I still write my thoughts down on paper. Into some of the many notebooks that I own I contemplate my life, hopes, dreams and current situations I find myself a part of (or outside of as it may be). For to reasons I continue this practice. The first being that there is something helpful and ( Read more... )

Oh my god.. Yay for Japan and the crazy things they come up with.

I am both intrigued and scarred.

cannibalism

I'm tired but killing time to see if the producer for this coming monday shoot might e-mail me. Not really important and highly unlikely but still. If I could get it all out of the way right now that'd be nice.

ANY WAY LOST!!!

( My Conspiracy Theroy is below!! )

Crazy, crazy? Did someone say crazy? I was crazy once, so crazy I was locked in a rubber room, a rubber room with rubber rats, a rubber room with rubber, rabid rats. One day, one bit me. I died. They buried me six feet under at six feet under there are w

crazy, i was crazy once so they put me in a room, a rubber room, with rats, rubber rats....they ( Read more... )

Tom Cruise has some competition is seems.

I went completely nuts about 10 minutes ago ( Read more... )