For the sake of keeping promises, I shall take another step in that direction...gotta strike while the iron is hot, no?

Ok.

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ahem..

"Siempre me senti un barco, perdido a la deriva.

Tu siempre fuiste mi ancor.

Tu siempre fuiste mi alcova.

Pensaba que estaba en puerto seguro.

Y ahora encuentro mis velas ---"

"I knew you were versed in many ( Read more... )

If you had told me that I would be living in a time where Donald Trump had not only been a president of the united states, had attempted to make a coup to stay in control, that a pandemic had taken the world hostage for years, witness a Russian-Ukraine war and that the United States was going ass-backwards in freedoms, I would have believed it ( Read more... )

Days like today I feel like my existence doesn't matter. People that are close and dear to me are lost in their own worlds, let it be because of their families, their tribulations or just because they want nothing to do with me. Its hard to tell but the negative whispers in my brain feed on the lack of knowing and it slowly eats away at me from the ( Read more... )

Pase la noche en los brazos de otro ( Read more... )

Step one accomplished.

Step two done.

Step three, in the process.

Slowly, I will rebuild myself and learn to stand on my own two feet again. I swear.

At times like right now, where the unrelenting loneliness is stiffling and im crying myself to sleep, I really struggle to find the true answer to "why am I even alive ( Read more... )

I'm not even sure how to preface or continue this damn thing ( Read more... )

Just when I thought you couldn't hurt me anymore, you sure did.

I don't even know what to believe anymore. It seems like everything was just based on half truths and lies. Perhaps its me being bitter. Perhaps I was still hurt to begin with. Either way, I know I'm just background noise to you these days.

Happy fucking birthday to me.

I am tired, oh so, fucking tired of everything ( Read more... )

I shouldn't bitch about all the things that are stressing me in life to any breathing soul ( Read more... )