I will make my own happiness.

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So I really failed today. On an up day mind you. No I did not binge and overdo it, I just did not even reach my suggested limit. I couldn't I'm so fucking heartbroken right now I have no appetite. And after eating so little yesterday as it was a dd, I reached a point where I was past hunger and the thought of eating made my want to get physically ( Read more... )

Holy cow..even for an upday I feel sickingly stuffed. o.x I'm gonna stick with the iced tea (I've really developed an affair with this stuff as of late) and save my cals for dinner maybe. Here's the list of the stuff I ate..non-surprisingly I've more than cured my sweet tooth for the moment ( Read more... )

Ugh...cramps are giving me a helluva hard time today. =/ Feel so icky I couldn't do much of anything..save for lying around, listen to music, watch tv, and be miserable. Tried to start my big paper today since I had a whole day to myself..but couldn't really concentrate on it. =/ Ah well, at least I got a head start I spose ( Read more... )

Bleh..so very down lately. Kinda switched up my JUDDD schedule, since yesterday was inadvertantly made into a down day as I was just too stressed to even eat. Same thing today..I just have no appetite as of late really. Even though it's an up day and I can have whatever. Mer. Mom wanted to take me out to breakfast this morning, probably cause she ( Read more... )

Today will be good. Only had half a banana, slice of lite wheat bread, and coffee thusfar. Hoped to wake up early and get some things done. =] I did wake up early..6 to be exact. Only cause the boy texted me and got me out of a nice sleep. -.- Finally after like 9, since I was still pretty tired, I went back to bed..didn't get up till 1. =x Well ( Read more... )

Ack. Our scale is in the bathroom..and it's iffy enough as is. You can only get an accurate weight if you place it right between the mat in front of the kitty litter box and the rug that's in front of the toilet. -.- That's where the floor tiling is most even. Anyhoo, there were even more rugs placed in the bathroom, last minute scrambling of my ( Read more... )

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