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[twilightrain88]

Bleh..so very down lately. Kinda switched up my JUDDD schedule, since yesterday was inadvertantly made into a down day as I was just too stressed to even eat. Same thing today..I just have no appetite as of late really. Even though it's an up day and I can have whatever. Mer. Mom wanted to take me out to breakfast this morning, probably cause she feels either guilty or sorry for me. In any case, I got off cause she doesn't feel well enough to eat..yet she's downing a bowl of cereal as I type, go figure. Think I'll stick with this new exercise regimen. Every day, no matter what, I'll get on the Gazelle. Depending on if I have to work or not, I'll do an hour if I'm off and a hlaf hour when I'm not. Then I'll do the 6 second abs machine thing in the evening during the weekdays as well as these tummy exercises I got from some older magazine. Need to flatten this thing seriously. -.- And cause I'm a tad OCD, I'ma post my playlist for today's exercise (already done =] really need to rise in the morning and do this more often. It consisted of Hikki's new song and most of the A BEST 2 -BLACK- album..prolly not the greatest of choices. ^^; Nothing like listening to sappy ballads and powerful rock songs when one is emotionally wound up atm. Anyhoo, got in an hour today. Gonna avoid eating if I can. I'm just plain tired and need to catch up on some serious zzz's today as well as read up on my online assignments. x.x;

Utada Hikaru - kiss&cry
Ayumi Hamasaki - Dearest
Ayumi Hamasaki - CAROLS
Ayumi Hamasaki - No way to say
Ayumi Hamasaki - HANABI
Ayumi Hamasaki - walking proud
Ayumi Hamasaki - Free & Easy
Ayumi Hamasaki - Endless sorrow
Ayumi Hamasaki - Because of You
Ayumi Hamasaki - About You
Ayumi Hamasaki - GAME
Ayumi Hamasaki - is this LOVE?