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My mom and I saw Frozen today, I don't normally like watching movies because I often get too emotionally involved and it doesn't end up being a good experience for me. I felt that way for part of the movie today, but I thought the movie was good. I identified a lot with Elsa for some reason ( Read more... )

Someone: Why does slavery keep coming up/they can't get over it ( Read more... )

Don't really know how I feel about a lot of things at this point ( Read more... )

Had a very emotionally draining session with Lindsay... now to start my Masters program classes! Yay! -_- I can feel the life draining out of me... I am deflating... like a giant sad balloon.

Hopefully some time tonight I'll get to recharge my batteries... answer emails from the few people who actually care about me, get some good sleep, write, cry ( Read more... )

Oh my God I just want to throw up ( Read more... )

So I realize that I'm going to have to take out loans for my masters. Okay, that's fine. But at the moment, the dance studio I go to is crazy expensive and I'm wondering whether I should just be saving my money instead of going? At the same time, though, I realize that I'd probably be more depressed if I have nothing in my life besides work and ( Read more... )

Lots of dance events this weekend... will hopefully get my mind off of everything.

Today was the last day of school for one of my clients. Maybe I'll see him again next year. Another student in his class said "I want Miss Natalie to be MY TSS next year." lol so that was sweet. Hopefully I'll be able to have a position at that school next year. ( Read more... )

Rejection letter from Fordham yesterday. Found out I was waitlisted... so I was in the top 40 at least. I'm not sure how I feel about that.

I just realized how dumb I am. I should have applied and looked for research assistant jobs/volunteer positions here in Pennsylvania when I moved. I'm an idiot. But I guess at the time I figured I'd be going to a PhD program next year so it wouldn't matter. Everything just seems completely fucked. I wish I had applied to more/better masters ( Read more... )